I always used to feel so incredibly strong. I knew I was fine on my own, that I could fix almost anything and even if there was something I couldn’t fix, I would always find a way. A solution. I like being the one that helps everyone else, that solves their problems and shows them the good aspect in everything they’re currently going through.
And you, you are just like me. You’re superman. I always knew you helped all your friends through the hard times in their lives. I liked that about you. I think that was the moment I realized you were more than just the funny dude I loved to hang around with.
I guess seeing your
weaknesses and scars gave me the confidence to reveal my own ones to
you…knowing you were just like me, I was no longer scared to be weak for once
myself. And all the things that scared me before – the caressing, the way you
have to let all your walls come down, the way you can no longer hide behind a
mask when you fall in love – lost their ability to make me run away from
people.
I don’t have to be
superwoman around you. I can be the goofy, silly, crazy, weird, screwed and
crippled and wounded me around you and you still think I’m the most gorgeous
girl in the world.
I’ll never forget
the day I realized that I’d fallen in love with you after we had been friends
. And what I love so much is that being
in love with you doesn’t make me love crazy…it doesn’t make me go through the horrible
ups and downs of the usual “love me, love me not”-game. There’s just that warm
feeling, like a wave that goes through my body from head to toe when you’re
near, and the confidence that I can rely on you no matter what happens.
By giving me the
confidence to be weak around you you have made me feel more superwoman-like
than any guy before you, and never have I felt such a strong love as I do for
you.
Thank you for being
my superman.
With all the love I
have to give, N ...
